FYI....Radiation gives you the poopsies!!!!

Hello everyone!!!  I am feeling "normal" at this very moment...PRAISE GOD!!! My days have been more like a roller coaster than a normal day.  I will feel really good for a few hours and then feel really bad.  BUT....I have more good moments than bad ones!!!

Chemo makes me very, very tired and radiation gives me the poopsies....so I want to just lay around and stinky on myself!  Hahaha...just kiddin'!  That one really made me giggle!  How many of y'all just said, "I can't believe she just said that!!!"  HILARIOUS!

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and it really doesn't seem like the holidays are here.  I sure am ready for next Thanksgiving! :) I am so thankful for my family...my friends too, but my family is extraordinary!  I am so blessed to have been born into the family I have.  People keep telling me that I'm an inspiration to them and I really just don't see it.  I wasn't raised to wallow in self pity or ask why me...I was told to make the best of what you have and my grandma used to tell us that God won't give you more than you can handle.  I honestly believe that things happen for a reason and there is a reason behind this.  Did God give me cancer?  No...God doesn't do bad things to us, but He does allow bad things to happen...and I think He does that to teach us a lesson or maybe it's for someone else.  I don't know and I don't care....all I know is that I am trying to learn what God is teaching in this situation.  Maybe it's not for me.....maybe it's all the lives I am touching just by telling my story.  Just think....how many of you have told someone about me?  That just gives me chill bumps to think about how many people have been touched by my story....to me, it's just a bump in the road. 

Kris (my big sister) will be here Friday....I am so ready to see my big sister!  It brings tears to my eyes knowing that I will get to see her....she is such a great big sister to me and I love her dearly.  Beth (other big sister) is going to be here Friday too...I haven't see her in a while and am ready to see her too!!!  I wish so much that Jennifer (my twin) was going to be here....thinking about her makes me cry too!  I LOVE MY SISTAS!!!! 

Anyway.....I just wanted to give a little update, although nothing has changed!  Love to you all and HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!


"Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun." Psalm 37:5&6