Holy moly....I am so stinkin' sore today!!! My neck and my chest hurt sooooo bad. My skin just feels cut up and stretched out! :) And I have been so tired today....I have done absolutely NOTHING and I'm already sitting in my bed at 7:45! Poor, Poor me!! I do have an idea though...and it's a great idea (well, I think it is anyway)....everyone keeps telling me how sorry they are, blah, blah, blah.....so I'm thinking about throwing myself a pity party!!! How hilarious would that be??? It makes me giggle just thinking about it.
I have the absolute best family in the world! Jessica (my cousin) came this morning when Barry left and stayed with me until my Mama got here. Mama cleaned and helped with Andrew....I can't hold him on my right side at all....which I am NOT happy about! I love to hold my babies! Aunt Donna brought us some delicious chicken n' dumplins (MY FAVORITE)....I may milk this a little longer than everyone may want me too!!! Hahahahaha! I always feel so bad when people help me!
I'm really excited about some tshirts Jessica designed for me....she's already got orders for almost 100 shirts! It means so much to me that people are rallying around us....it really touches my heart!
I've got to tell y'all though....I am falling in love with Barry over and over and over again. He is absolutely the sweetest and most caring man. Last night he was snoring and I touched him (well, more like kicked him) and he thought something was wrong and jumped straight out of bed and said "Jayme, what's wrong?"...I felt horrible for telling him that it was just him snoring!!! He worries so much about me, I see it on his face. Which makes me worry about him! I don't want anyone to worry....that's just how I am.
Even in the midst of this storm....I feel so blessed and loved more than ever! I know that sounds crazy, but despite the cancer I am so HAPPY!
Ready to FIGHT!!!!
I'm going to leave you with lyrics from a song that has been keeping my spirits high! Remember, even though things seem hard right now, we still must praise HIM! Everyone has their storms they go through and it helps to stay positive and keep the faith alive!!!
"Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name
Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name
Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name"
Love to you all!!! :)
I LOVE that song! And I want to order a t- shirt! Praying for your continues strength and His continued grace! Xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteI am so thankful that I am able to be here and to do these things! And you deserve to milk it a little, lol!! Your doing great! Just keep fighting one step at a time! <3 you!
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