So....I know, it's been a while since I posted. Nothing too exciting has been going on....I'm just to dang lazy to get up and get on the computer. Last week, I ended up in the ER on Tuesday night....my upset stomach had me dehydrated and had me in a lot of pain. So....anyway, I'm good now. I've just been sleeping, trying to eat (LOST MORE WEIGHT....UGH.....I only weigh 107.9) BUT, they assure me that as soon as radiation is over that my stomach will get back to normal and I will be able to eat a full meal again...right now I'm eating basically like a 3 year old....my stomach just can't handle a lot.
I have been feeling like myself again the past few days and it feels great!!! I am actually excited about Christmas now...I wasn't too sure how I was going to make it through it with my boys. BUT, sometimes you meet people that bring things into prospective. I met a woman that has her chemo bag attached to her for 25 days....25 days people!!!!! I fuss about a week....she is also only on one type of chemo, so hers isn't as rough as mine, but still having to be attached to that stupid bag for that long can make you can insane. Please when you think about me....think about all of the other people that have cancer. You reallly can't tell that I have cancer....my hair has not started falling out at all...it's actually turning grey. Some of you have seen me out.....which I have to make myself get out in the public to make myself feel less isolated, but I think I've developed some sort of germ fobia. When I walk in somewhere and see a ton of people, I have to either walk back out or put my face in my jacket.....everywhere I look, it's like to air is green....ugh!!!! I start sweating and have to sit down. NOT COOL! Hugging people (which I am usually a hugger) makes me cringe. It's just the weirdest thing ever.
People have been so kind to us during this stormin our life and I am going to try to send out thank you cards. It's been a long rough road...we started all of the October 2010 (when I was diagnosed).
Love to you all!!! I will update again in a little bit....hopefully!!
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